I guess I have just realized that this is what I am feeling.
My momma left me yesterday.
I have strange things going on with my legs.
I have to have 3 more rounds of this with the potential for the legs to get worse.
My scalp is starting to hurt.
Many tears have appeared.
I have tried comforting with food like I did before and it makes me want to hurl.
I am scared.
Effing cancer.
In my mind I am sending you big huge hugs that get extended for so long it gets awkward. And if the entire rest of your army of cheerleaders doesn't feel the same way, I'll eat my hat. And I only have one hat, so I say that with the assurance that I'll get to keep it.
ReplyDeleteLooking forward to seeing you on Saturday! :)
I know you're scared and you have a right to be. You'll get through it and you know that your momma can come back any time. The puzzle is still there, isn't it? Oh well, I would come back even without a puzzle. Love you - Mom
ReplyDeleteAww. Thanks nelly.
ReplyDeleteMom, when can you get here? :)